But the truth is.. Life is kinda sucking right now... I just can't find time to shoot xeno's with you guys.. So I'll be bouncing around a bit.. Okay let me correct my self.
I have the time.. I don't have the morale. Like I said life has been getting shitty.. I am once again faced with my hatred for my blood lined family ( not brother/sister from a other mother family mind you ) and the possibility of losing my house. I also need to take care of myself and get better grades in school. That kinda life shit.
So. I wanna apologize and thank you guys for putting up with my shitty attitude and stuff the past month., life is tough and it tends to bleed through for me. In fact as soon as I post this I may just get into a argument with my family and scare someone out of the house finally. Everyone has a demon in their bottle. It's about time I dealt with mine.
Now.. I was disappointed when I came on and saw the marriage argument. I don't have the care or morale or spark or whatever the hell you call it, to say shit as I usually do about it. The last of that spark was used dealing with my past. All I gotta say is it's a bit childish guys. We need to grow up. A lotta you are spouting gibberish on that thread. I won't point anyone out but you know who you are. You are all being unreasonable grouping marriage with meta friending. Meta friending happens either way. You say marriage will be used as a reason. Let's be honest either way it's a shit reason. That's all I gotta say.. Grow up guys.
Now it's about time I put a cork on that demon, or atleast try. See ya around guys.
"Now you can look at the logs and also see bad rp relationships, Johners here's looking at you buddy"
Keepin' it real
Edit: The "demon" stopped complaining about my mother and brother as soon as I walked out. She gets to live at the house a other day.
Day 85: regretting letting her stay here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mACqcZZwG0k
