Deserved but still feel salty

[TimBez]

Writing this post again as apperently not being logged in and then trying to submit gets rid of EVERYTHING you wrote.

So to make original story much much shorter as i do not have enough time to rewrite bout 300 word essay,i was an alpha smartgunner at the snow planet at todays evening match (europen time).
I keep asking for evac as i see that the operation is fubar but keep being ignored. And when evac finally happenes (i was on the station on medevac) alamo lands right into the xenos killing the rest of the company. I RP as a dude who cracks under pressure and goes mental if "mah squad is whiped out you f*ckers". That manifests in two ways: either charging into the hive rambo style dying in the process without taking anyone out (lack of robust) or doing the same but with cic if we losse em due to shitty command. And so it happened, and during a one man firefight in cic i decapitate one of the higherups. I knew it would involve admin and so i did not object when he said it was wrong....i started objecting when he said that apperently it was 0 rp (if people want i will rewrite those 300 words to justify myself). I compeletely disagreed because firstly i was openly crying and shouting about how i felt and what i might do. Secondly other people were playing along. Hell one of deltas ran in and started crying over the dead guy (probably rp as friends) and tried to punch me. And finally even in the charecter creation shiet you can state your relations with WY. So doesnt that mean that the poorer relationship with WY the more likely you turn on them if they f*ck up like that and therefore making it rp friendly?
Again, i do not sh*t on a mod. He did good and fair job by reviving that guy later on and giving me a 1 day ban. I just do not agree that it was 0 rp.

[taketheshot56]

It is 0RP, it makes zero fucking sense to decapitate an officer. Its zero roleplay and isnt tolerated here. You are a marine, you dont crack under "Mental stress" you are able bodied and capable. Play stupid games win stupid prizes.

[TimBez]

Im not saying its supposed to be tolerated. I understood what i did wrong and compeletely agree with the ban.
Still, thanks for your opinion

[simonset55]

>Squad dies, thus making you crack under the loss and guilt you feel
>Angrily climb the ladders to the second level and march over to CIC
>Wait for someone to open the doors for you
>Stare at them for 5 seconds before you gun them down

This is how i imagined this scenario played out, seems kinda silly to me.

[TimBez]

Well i did not wait at the door (shit kinda happened on its own as someone was passing buy)
And i was not silent. Quite verbal on the radio and in person
But yeah, its kinda silly

[Sulaboy]

To be honest you'd probably have a better chance taking out command than the aliens.

[ThePiachu]

So, here are some ground rules:

- Don't self-antag. If you want to antag, ahelp first. There is a non-zero chance you will get a go-ahead, although most likely you will be told "no". Same rule applies to everyone in the game - even the CL can't self-antag.
- If you have beef with the command, follow the mutiny rules - find 4 buddies, ahelp letting admins know that mutiny is happening (they can't say no to 5+ person mutiny), then you can go to CIC and tell command to step down peacefully. If they refuse, it's fair game as long as you don't intentionally murder people (so no decapping dead bodies, and keep casualties to minimum)
- Alternatively, get buddy buddy with CL, they often have more sway. Maybe they'll get you a go-ahead from WY to "fix the issue" of the incompetent command, or maybe they will help you find your mutiny buddies.
- If you still want to stick it to the man, do it non-lethally. Kidnap their cat, throw metal foam in front of CIC, steal a megaphone and hold a protest by the memorial. Channel your RP into creative solutions

But yeah, you are a marine - you don't murder command just because your buddies die. You might hold a grudge and not save their ass from a fire, but intentionally killing people like that is not okay - otherwise half of the ops would end up with CIC staff being executed for "grudges".

[TimBez]

To be honest you'd probably have a better chance taking out command than the aliens.

Heh yeah right . But no, xenos already called the shuttle by the time ive done it.

[TimBez]

So, here are some ground rules:

- Don't self-antag. If you want to antag, ahelp first. There is a non-zero chance you will get a go-ahead, although most likely you will be told "no". Same rule applies to everyone in the game - even the CL can't self-antag.
- If you have beef with the command, follow the mutiny rules - find 4 buddies, ahelp letting admins know that mutiny is happening (they can't say no to 5+ person mutiny), then you can go to CIC and tell command to step down peacefully. If they refuse, it's fair game as long as you don't intentionally murder people (so no decapping dead bodies, and keep casualties to minimum)
- Alternatively, get buddy buddy with CL, they often have more sway. Maybe they'll get you a go-ahead from WY to "fix the issue" of the incompetent command, or maybe they will help you find your mutiny buddies.
- If you still want to stick it to the man, do it non-lethally. Kidnap their cat, throw metal foam in front of CIC, steal a megaphone and hold a protest by the memorial. Channel your RP into creative solutions

But yeah, you are a marine - you don't murder command just because your buddies die. You might hold a grudge and not save their ass from a fire, but intentionally killing people like that is not okay - otherwise half of the ops would end up with CIC staff being executed for "grudges".

Some wholesome advice m8, cheers. Will probably do something like that after the ban

[TimBez]

Also I just realized that i made it sound like i gunned down the entire cic and a half but no. I shot only one dude and threw my gun on the floor as ive made my point.
Thanks for your opinion guys, really appreciate it