Arbs wrote: ↑06 Oct 2018, 13:54
Couple months in. But I didn’t go CO too often. Mostly cause I can’t do a half-assed job as a CO, so it takes up a lot of focus and energy from me to make sure everything is working properly. You know, high expectations and all that while making ends meet against all odds.
If I’m CO, I’m taking responsibility for the round and people expect me to do that too. And just like that I cant accept failure until I’ve tried literaly every option and made every last ditch effort. I like winning.
Oh boi you don't know how much I can relate, cheers.
Well, glad your app passed mate.
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Believe it or not, writing this is taking me a lot of willpower and self-esteem but here it goes. I've been playing on this server and alongside this community for over 3 years. I have over 35 notes, few short temp bans, no donor tag or whatsoever nor anything, 2 board warning and most of my said notes for toxicity and two denied apps litterally just because of it, yet it's mostly my fault, and I am sick of it. So from now on, I'll keep the toxicity at bay and actually involve myself furthermore in this community that I love. Appologies to the staff for the acid remarks, and especially the devs team. This is an honest message, really, and you're invited to shrug it off if you're not concerned. No one nor any specific event pushed me to write it.
Love you ava
