Character Name: John 'Buckshot' Rhodes, Asia Enderly
Type Of Ban (Job-ban, Timed Ban, Permaban): Jobban
Admin who banned you (if known): eldefaultio
Total Ban Duration: Permanent
Remaining Duration: Permanent
What other servers do you play on? Baystation 12, Yogstation
Are you now or have you been banned on any of them? Yes, for Yogstation anyway.
Reason for ban (If you have a Permaban, it should be the EXACT MESSAGE YOU GET WHEN YOU LOGIN with the Error code that looks like this: X##XXX##. If you do not provide this EXACTLY you can't be unbanned):
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Banned by x| Duration: 4320 minutes|Reason: Blatant asshattery and disrespect of the MP rules - Multiple cases of bucklecuffing, overly harsh application of the rules, and arrested someone who needed to go to cryo. Can't be tolerated for any longer. by eldefaultio (x) on Sun, June 25th of 2017 xviewtopic.php?f=87&t=14751
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Your appeal, including evidence (screenshots, etc): It is what it is. I fucked up, I broke the rules, I wanted to have a reputation built on a negative quality. 4 months ago, I wasn't aware of the risks I was taking and thought it was within the rules. 4 months ago I was under pressure to do my job or be banned for not doing it to an acceptable standard, so I acted on that pressure with nothing but smug, unprofessional, arrogance. There's nothing I can use as an excuse, there's nothing I can say that isn't pointless whining, there's nothing I can do that isn't me looking for sympathy for others. I'm not going to sit here and preach like I'm a saint to kiss up to you , and I'm not going talk about the faults I have for pity and sympathy. I'm here to make that apology that was due 7 months ago when Free gave me that warning and clean that slate so I can restart it again. What I did was stupid, plain and simple; stupid. There were millions upon millions of ways I could have handled those situations, and millions of ways I could have gone about it. Instead, I shot first and asked questions later because doing it gave me a sense of achievement. There are no words to describe the embarrassment I felt, and still feel, when I look back at the shitshow I called "policing", and the stupid shit I let slide or even joined in on. No, I'm not talking about what I did to Amaxin and Fitchace, I'm talking about the entire playstyle as a whole. I'm done with that stupid delusion, and I'm done being reminded of it each time I login, with nothing that can be done to improve on it.
