Specialist Ban Appeal - Vispain

[Vispain]

Your Byond ID: vispain

Character Name: Cassius Klaus

Type Of Ban (Job-ban (include the job), Timed Ban, Permaban): Perma Ban, Specialist Role

Admin who banned you (if known): Unknown but I know Cry of Wolves talked to me about it.

Total Ban Duration: Role Specific Perma
Remaining Duration: Role Specific Perma

What other servers do you play on? No others currently. Been a while since I've been on others

Are you now or have you been banned on any servers? Which ones? I've never been banned on any other servers.

Reason for ban (If you have a Permaban, it should be the EXACT MESSAGE YOU GET WHEN YOU LOGIN with the Error code that looks like this: X##XXX##. If you do not provide this EXACTLY you can't be unbanned):
Well, I don't get this message when I login but...these are the specific related notes I had for the incident last time I checked by asking a mod:

Banned from Squad Specialist - Committed suicide as a sniper at Round start. by Adminbot (Friendly Robot) on Sun, April 29th of 2018 Remove

The suicide was unintentional, but I recommend letting it sit for a bit so they can learn from thier mistakes. by Cry of Wolves (Moderator) on Sun, April 29th of 2018

Link to previous appeals for the same ban (if applicable): N/A

Your appeal, including evidence (screenshots, etc):
So...basically I was in briefing and 'pretended' to suicide. Well...I messed up. What I did was I did the suicide help intent mouth action and I did it in such haste that I activated safety, cocked the pistol and ejected mag in that order all while the action was going. To my horror I actually ended up suiciding instead of the pistol just going *click*. I think that because I cocked the pistol, then ejected mag a new bullet went into the chamber...meaning the gun still had a bullet in the chamber. End result was a accidental suicide and a valuable lesson that, just like IRL, playing with guns like a idiot is a bad idea. I fully deserved this ban and recognize my mistake. I won't be doing that again.

[Cry of Wolves]

Notes

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Warned for having a pistol in a shoulder holster on green alert. by x on Tue, August 15th of 2017

Banned from Squad Leader - Went SSD Round start as a squad leader without ahelping or cryoing, Possibly had connection troubles as they reconnected once then SSD'ed again. by Adminbot (Friendly Robot) on Thu, August 31st of 2017 Remove

Warned for posting links ICly by x on Sun, September 3rd of 2017

Warned about excessive pepper spray on a spinning marine in briefing. As an MP, went straight in for the spray and handcuff instead of following proper arrest procedure. by x on Sun, March 11th of 2018

Warned for stuffing bodies into disposals as Xeno. by x on Tue, March 27th of 2018

Banned from Squad Specialist - Committed suicide as a sniper at Round start. by Adminbot (Friendly Robot) on Sun, April 29th of 2018 Remove

The suicide was unintentional, but I recommend letting it sit for a bit so they can learn from thier mistakes. by Cry of Wolves (Moderator) on Sun, April 29th of 2018

You were Dumb. +1 on getting this lifted.

[Ordukai]

It can be all too easy to make mistakes like that in a video game, and you seem to recognize that what you did was foolish. The obvious solution would have been to not pretend to suicide in the first place, but of course all you can do now is to be more careful in the future. Especially since this issue isn't related specifically to your job (like an MP who doesn't understand Marine Law would be), I think it should be fine to have this lifted.

Just remember that messing up as a limited role is certainly more harmful than messing up as a squad marine.

[Tharinoma]

I share Ordukai's opinion here. Try to think a little more before you act, remember to roleplay.

[awan]

Banning admin said it is ok to lift it. I do not see much reasons to keep it.

[Solarmare]

Generally speaking people shouldn't be putting guns to their head and pulling the trigger, it's fine to lift this as long as you know you shouldn't be repeating doing stupid things like that.

[edda]

I witnessed this suicide in-game. It was because I announced that Delta was on FOB. Klaus was pretending to suicide but, well, you know the rest.

[Aceluke123]

Its been about 21 days since the ban was put in place.
With a rather active playtime, from what I can see in logs you have played a majority of the days, say 13-15 and for a long time, I would have to give this a +1 as there have not been any more problems from you.

[Vispain]

To the all the above statements,
Basically, yeah. It was pretty dumb and I believe I did need that lesson that I shouldn't do dumb stuff like that.
It was rather lowrp and frankly one of the dumbest things, if not the biggest, I have done ever in CM. Was kicking myself for days over it.

[Emeraldblood]

Pretending to shoot yourself in the mouth is already a pretty stupid joke. Don't do it anymore. Resolved - Specialist Job-ban lifted.