Perma-ban appeal (I'm sorry)

[Cry of Wolves]

I personally do not want to see you back on this server. Your interactions in-game and Mchat have been the worse I have seen. A incredibly racist stereotype of a character "Aoi Bell" that has been used countless times as an example of what not to be. Hearing you try to justify your character and general attitude is hard for me to forget.

When something doesn't go your way, you throw the greatest of tantrums known to CM. Killing marines, stealing attatchments and spec weapons, and cryoing after you destroyed many player's rounds because you didn't get your "too Gyroo"

A week before you got the perma. I had the luck of listening to you chat on Mchat. Seeing you try to lecture the players on why Aoi Bell is the greatest RP character and that you are teaching them "Japanese Culture" I recall telling you that your character is nothing that Japan is about: Honor, Respect, and Politeness.

Everything about you and your character Aoi Bell is a legend that this server was unlucky to have fell upon it. You had all the warnings in the world and instead of listening, you doubled down and took it to a whole another level.

If there is one thing you are good at, is writing a good apology to staff members. But I know you haven't changed, someone who pathologically lies in Dchat, Staff PMs, and Mchat is not someone I can trust nor willing to trust.

From all the players you griefed, insulted, and offended. You deserve no second chance.

[Wubs4Scrubs]

As a character witness I was present to witness multiple personas of MetaPhysical. I remember one night he went CMO for hours and did his "vampire pills" schtick that got a number of people killed.

However, completely besides my interactions with you in game (which all made you seem like a low-RP griefer) your forum behavior was also abysmal. So abysmal that you actually had to make this alternate account to even write this appeal considering you were permanently banned and nothing short of meme worthy. In fact, every single time I saw you in mchat you were debating people about how much of an "RP king" you were. I have a lot more logs of this kind of thing that I could post if needed, however suffice to say Meta would argue about this kind of thing for hours on end across multiple days.

[Nichlas0010]

"Can Yogstation staff vouch that you haven't been causing trouble over there?"

Since a moderator asked, I'm assuming it's fine for me to post here.

Over the last 5 months he's played a total of 26 hours, and from the 23rd of december to the 3rd of january this year, he managed to get 9 notes (see below). I've never seen his ckey before, and it wouldn't surprise me if none of the other staff could recognize it either.

Notes: https://i.imgur.com/MN4SgV3.png

I wouldn't personally vouch for him, as he's only got 26 hours of playtime and 9 notes, but you can draw your own conclusions from his notes/playtime

[Solarmare]

"gave the disk to some random assistant because some CM admin said it was fine on his server to do the equivalent"
As far as this goes, the disk is useless here and that's utter irrelevant to the rules on other servers so mentioning that is bizarre. And still some form of bigotry which we don't want at all, I don't see any improvement in the time you've played with those notes. You were terrible, and I don't really see you being any different now so I'm opposed to you being let into the community again.

[WinterClould]

Well that cements things for me. Proof that you haven't changed at all and will likely never be someone we want on our server. Lovely. I've said my piece. Not interested.

[Cry of Wolves]

But I know you haven't changed, someone who pathologically lies in Dchat, Staff PMs, and Mchat is not someone I can trust nor willing to trust.

[taketheshot56]

Well that cements things for me. Proof that you haven't changed at all and will likely never be someone we want on our server. Lovely. I've said my piece. Not interested.

Chen just about sums it all up after looking at your yog notes. If you
EVER
want another chance I suggest you play on a sever AND NOT GET NOTES for a very very long time and then try appealing.

[slc97]

Yeah, not gonna happen anytime soon, chief.

[Adralimas]

I can generally say i'm one for always being willing to give second chances but after seeing those notes, YEAH NOPE -1.

[MetaPerson]

If you get probation do realize it will be extremely strict and I along with other staff will be watching you like a hawk. As being a witness of your character from life until ban i'm not a fan of you returning unless you can prove that you have changed by playing on other stations first.

If I can be completely honest for a moment about other servers, even though if I play on another server their rules and game play are different so it doesn't always equals up to proving how good I've been on other servers, I've always been good on other servers it's just that I made a poor choice of a character here in Colonial marines.

[MetaPerson]

Well, for one the conjecture is high.

My Yog notes were from ignorance really, but just think seriously.

Just for one moment.

I come here humbling myself begging, not asking for another chance so I could just be a meme or whatever expect me to do?

You all bait my actions in the past because you found it humorous to poke the monkey, you just wanted to see how I reacted to all your actions and entertain you for your time.
I didn't make myself a meme.

You all did.

Now you could be pedantic and look at all the fine petty things and bring vague instances with no context up and slander me all d over this post, or you can be an adult about and and a respectable being and take note of my words and give me an opportunity.

Aoi is dead. I have rebirthed.

[Heckenshutze]

You know, when you're appealing a ban that was entirely your fault, you must be ready to take anything the staff will throw at you and embrace it, since you're the one that is looking for redemption; in the eyes of them, you're the lowest priority of things to be attended and any little excuse is more than enough to deny you.

Frankly, you're not going anywhere with that attitude of yours. Ever heard of 'submission' ?

[TehSpoderman]

Well, for one the conjecture is high.

My Yog notes were from ignorance really, but just think seriously.

Just for one moment.

I come here humbling myself begging, not asking for another chance so I could just be a meme or whatever expect me to do?

You all bait my actions in the past because you found it humorous to poke the monkey, you just wanted to see how I reacted to all your actions and entertain you for your time.
I didn't make myself a meme.

You all did.

Now you could be pedantic and look at all the fine petty things and bring vague instances with no context up and slander me all d over this post, or you can be an adult about and and a respectable being and take note of my words and give me an opportunity.

Aoi is dead. I have rebirthed.

So basically you are telling the staff, "If you dont unban me, ur not an adult"? What the fuck? Also, you could have avoided all that shit in mchat if you just ignored everyone. No one made you react. Its the same reason people like Chris Chan and DSP are made fun of. They give people a reaction.

[slc97]

Well, for one the conjecture is high.

My Yog notes were from ignorance really, but just think seriously.

Just for one moment.

I come here humbling myself begging, not asking for another chance so I could just be a meme or whatever expect me to do?

You all bait my actions in the past because you found it humorous to poke the monkey, you just wanted to see how I reacted to all your actions and entertain you for your time.
I didn't make myself a meme.

You all did.

Now you could be pedantic and look at all the fine petty things and bring vague instances with no context up and slander me all d over this post, or you can be an adult about and and a respectable being and take note of my words and give me an opportunity.

Aoi is dead. I have rebirthed.

If you can't handle basic criticism over your past actions that got you permanently removed from the community, then you have no business being here. Us thoroughly evaluating your past and trying to gauge you as a person is not us being childish or not a "respectable being" it's us doing our job to make sure you're ready to integrate back into the community.

Thankfully, this one comment has solidified all of our worries. Your little temper tantrum here in an attempt to act superior is what's really childish. You don't have any business being a part of this community until you can take some accountability for your past actions and hold up to some basic scrutiny.

[MetaPerson]

If you can't handle basic criticism over your past actions that got you permanently removed from the community, then you have no business being here. Us thoroughly evaluating your past and trying to gauge you as a person is not us being childish or not a "respectable being" it's us doing our job to make sure you're ready to integrate back into the community.

Thankfully, this one comment has solidified all of our worries. Your little temper tantrum here in an attempt to act superior is what's really childish. You don't have any business being a part of this community until you can take some accountability for your past actions and hold up to some basic scrutiny.

It wasn't the staff I was talking about, it was the random people who were attacking me in IIrc chat, I was respectful to all staff.

[NethIafins]

we need proof of so-called "personal attacks" or this is just empty words

neither this has any influence on the case.

[MetaPerson]

Though I did a bad.
The few people who disliked me icly are coming forth.

Though all the people who enjoyed playing with me really have no care.

Aoi was a bad character and he will never be played again that is a 100%, but I have no one on my side to stand for my pleasant interactions I can't find anyone literally who would want to say give him another chance because those people who play casually don't go on boards, I can't reach the masses as much as I can only reach the biased few...

I just want a chance, make me play as a ghost I don't care like I said I will regain my respect; I've stained CM but doesn't mean I'm a horrible person.

Treat me subhuman, give me dirt I'll proudly taking it atoning for my sins, but just don't just disregard me as a I am exposing my flesh for the whip.

I want to make it back up to everyone, I want a deep redemption.

If you told me to walk around the alamo in a circle for 2 hours straight every week wearing a dunce cap I'll do it.

I don't deserve respect until I earn it.

[NethIafins]

Let's do this one by one

Though I did a bad.
The few people who disliked me icly are coming forth.

I didn't know you ICly at all, and looking at notes I do not want you to return

Though all the people who enjoyed playing with me really have no care.

This sentence is useless. If they enjoyed playing with you, why they should care.
Also I don't see any of them here, and quite honestly to everyone out there: if you can be a positive character witness - post here

Aoi was a bad character and he will never be played again that is a 100%, but I have no one on my side to stand for my pleasant interactions I can't find anyone literally who would want to say give him another chance because those people who play casually don't go on boards, I can't reach the masses as much as I can only reach the biased few...

See above.
It is not our job to ask everyone in community about your "character" or you OOCly

I just want a chance, make me play as a ghost I don't care like I said I will regain my respect; I've stained CM but doesn't mean I'm a horrible person.

We don't have capabilities like this, and honestly noone will spend time to implement ghost-only access to accounts for few rare cases.
Not to say that with your past behavior we also most likely would have to mute you from OOC and dchat

Treat me subhuman, give me dirt I'll proudly taking it atoning for my sins, but just don't just disregard me as a I am exposing my flesh for the whip.

Noone wants to treat you subhuman. We are here to make server pleasant to players that do not break the set rules. Your allegory is completely out of touch here - we are not slavers. Noone forces you to stay here, neither we are the only SS13 server on the internet

I want to make it back up to everyone, I want a deep redemption.

If you told me to walk around the alamo in a circle for 2 hours straight every week wearing a dunce cap I'll do it.

I don't deserve respect until I earn it.

These three sentences are just stupid.

You were expelled, and by the looks of it, you still have zero idea how to behave properly.

In my opinion - deal with it, move on, appeal in 2-3 years

[slc97]

Literally what you're telling us is that you can produce no positive character witnesses who can show that you've changed. You're also telling us that we, as staff, should put in the effort to create these inane challenges and hoops for you to jump through and monitor you preforming to prove you've improved because you can't prove it in an appeal.

[MetaPerson]

Literally what you're telling us is that you can produce no positive character witnesses who can show that you've changed. You're also telling us that we, as staff, should put in the effort to create these inane challenges and hoops for you to jump through and monitor you preforming to prove you've improved because you can't prove it in an appeal.

How can I prove myself to you staff, tell me.

All my previous characters were competent.

[NethIafins]

Play on some server for 4-6 months without getting on their nerves. And actually play, not few join ins and hey presto.

[Kerek]

How can I prove myself to you staff, tell me.

All my previous characters were competent.

You could start by stopping giving yourself pitty with those posts, realizing you were a bad player, ICly and OOCly. And playing on another station for a long time, ACTIVELY, and showing you’re not a shit player afterall. And ALL your characters had a similar degree of unpleasantries just like Aoi did from my personal experience.

You’re prone to getting overly emotional, and we’ve seen it with these posts, in mchat, and Ingame. At the moment I don’t think you deserve to come back as you have nothing to show you’ve changed, and I won’t take your word for it because you’ve already soiled it before saying you’ve changed.

[MetaPerson]

Play on some server for 4-6 months without getting on their nerves. And actually play, not few join ins and hey presto.

Though that sounds merry, I don't think that is possible...

I already have notes from yog which are really just really stupid mistakes and a bit of admin error.

One of the yog notes about mutagen was when I was injecting unstable mutagen into humanized monkeys, the humanized monkeys have people names and he thought I was griefing the round...
I'm not sure why he placed it in the notes but like I said...

Context matter alot.

Also I watched a interview with apop and that black pants man, and apop said himself on standard servers you can give a clown a nuke disk and they'll protect it with their life and no one would be able to get it from them.

I wanted to put it to the test, but instead I was responded with a bwoink 20 mins in the round.

The one about fresh prince... People can change the comms on that server to control what you say, so someone put it to the fresh prince lyrics so every time I said something it would cycle through the whole fresh price opening.

The notes aren't bad than they are just... simply there.

[NethIafins]

Then we are just going in circles

[MetaPerson]

Then we are just going in circles

I'm really sorry, the notes are there for life.

I can't have them removed.