Apology

[Desolane900]

So over the past couple of months I slowly began to realize through various means that my behavior in this community, for God knows how long, has been 100% absolutely FUCKED. If you don't know what I mean, you don't need to read this post.

For the rest of the community, both the playerbase and the people on the staff team, this has been eating me away for days. Every time I see someone I wronged, it kicks my guts around even more until I finally had to break down and make this post.

So yes. Hell froze over. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry to the players that I may have wronged intentionally, there's too many of you to count and I don't remember every name I ever shat on, which is just a testament to how much of an ass I am.

I'm sorry to the staff that I gave nothing but headaches to month after month. I'm sorry for shitting on the forums and breaking the rules over and over for nothing but a laugh. I'm sorry for blatantly fucking up and then laughing in your faces out of spite.

I know after so much shit over such a long period of time that I really have no right to be here. Jokes and memes aside, I am thankful to be here in this community through bad times or through good times and I needed to make this to explain to everyone, especially the moderators, especially the headstaff, especially the players, that I'm not taking this final chance to be here for granted and I do feel awful for my mistakes, believe it or not.

TL;DR I'm a piece of shit and I'm sorry I fucked up.

[LarryOrtega]

Looks like you had an epiphany. Well the first step for correcting errors are accepting them.

Pray 20 our father to biolock Castro and you will be pardoned.

[Toroic]

I forgive you, but I never thought of you as a piece of shit, just had some maturing to do.

Glad you're looking to make a change for the better.

[Sarah_U.]

Meh I mean, I don't hold grudges and when I do it's really short in terms of time / lenght. Worse I had with you was you calling me retarded during 20~min with intervals, but you stopped after 1-2 messages since I told you to stop so imo there's no biggie on my part. Just try to be more cautious in the future and all xP

[Ice snake]

its hard to see the low resolution video

[Boltersam]

You sure as fuck have a right to be here, and that's not going to change.

Because you had the balls to make an earnest apology. You know what you've done wrong, and this is the first step towards some redemption. I suggest you make a new character, completely unrelated from all the shittery, start over and have a fresher look at the server and the people you play with.

When you give, we give back. Have fun, Des.

[Desolane900]

You sure as fuck have a right to be here, and that's not going to change.

Because you had the balls to make an earnest apology. You know what you've done wrong, and this is the first step towards some redemption. I suggest you make a new character, completely unrelated from all the shittery, start over and have a fresher look at the server and the people you play with.

When you give, we give back. Have fun, Des.

Aye. I was thinking of deleting Saul altogether and switching to someone different.

[Skane10634]

Swap to bill Carson.

[LarryOrtega]

Sorry for my ignorance, but what´s that stuff with Saul, what happened?, why are you asking for pardon?, Story?

[Desolane900]

Sorry for my ignorance, but what´s that stuff with Saul, what happened?, why are you asking for pardon?, Story?

Awful things.

[LarryOrtega]

Awful things.

I want story

[slc97]

Desolane, you don't like me. That's fine. I personally don't care. The reason you're still here is because you're not a bad player, you make poor decisions. If you are working to better that, then you absolutely have the right to be here. Apology gladly accepted.

[Desolane900]

Desolane, you don't like me. That's fine. I personally don't care. The reason you're still here is because you're not a bad player, you make poor decisions. If you are working to better that, then you absolutely have the right to be here. Apology gladly accepted.

Honestly my only gripe about you is that you have a simple mind. Which isn't meant to be offensive, you can take that how you want. I just don't enjoy that every time we cross paths you seem to be six steps behind the conversation at hand. I really don't have a personal beef with anyone, including you.

[Aeleto]

Know exactly how you feel, had a time where I'd rulebreak everyday and generally give a hard time to staff. After getting permabanned I've decided to change for the best and this is where I am now, happily playing CM.

[Infant Punter]

I won't go any deeper, but you get the idea.

[LarryOrtega]

I won't go any deeper, but you get the idea.

May you upload? :3

[Desolane900]

I won't go any deeper, but you get the idea.

Do I be flattered or creeped out?

[apophis775]

Sorry for my ignorance, but what´s that stuff with Saul, what happened?, why are you asking for pardon?, Story?

So much shitposting, that we named the Phiomia we had in the CM clan on Ark "Saul Freyta".

Anyway, it's good to see you back. I know that you've experienced the other side now with your other project and hope you'll stay here for a long time.

[Biolock]

Looks like you had an epiphany. Well the first step for correcting errors are accepting them.

Pray 20 our father to biolock Castro and you will be pardoned.

I shall bestow mercy upon this poor soul. But I never thought you were all that bad, ya just sometimes were rude to other players imo.

[Rob606]

Never had much interaction with you but I've witnessed how arrogant and full of yourself you were. Hopefully this is a turning point.

[Rain7x]

I've never personally had any problems but I've seen you following through with this recently and I just wanted to let you know that I think you're improving.

[Edgelord]

I honestly used to hate Saul. Emphasis on used to. Now I'm pretty happy whenever he's in my squad. After toning down some of the dickish behavior, he's proven to have both a robust and unique character that makes RP fun and combat interesting.