Noah Kirchner Command Staff Appeal 2

[NoahKirchner]

Your Byond ID: NoahKirchner

Character Name: Noah Kirchner was who I was playing when the ban was administered.

Type Of Ban (Job-ban, Timed Ban, Permaban): Jobban

Admin who banned you (if known): LocalizedDownpour

Total Ban Duration: Permanent

Remaining Duration: Permanent

What other servers do you play on? Hippiestation and Aurora

Are you now or have you been banned on any of them? I've been catbanned on hippie a few times.

Reason for ban (If you have a Permaban, it should be the EXACT MESSAGE YOU GET WHEN YOU LOGIN with the Error code that looks like this: X##XXX##. If you do not provide this EXACTLY you can't be unbanned): No message because it's a jobban, but the ban was for shooting myself as a Commander near roundstart.

Link to previous appeals for the same ban (if applicable): http://cm-ss13.com/viewtopic.php?f=87&t=10121

Your appeal, including evidence (screenshots, etc):
My suicide as a CO was for low RP reasons and was not, at all, acceptable.

Prior to that happening I'd been attempting to become more of a medium rp player as opposed to low rp as usual. That was, obviously, not a proper display of my intents and I was rightly banned for it. Recently I have been roleplaying and generally not being a shitter ingame unless the situation calls for it (an event or the general mood of a round calls for actions that would not normally be considered HRP, like a pizza guy showing up or whatever). I realize now that me committing suicide at roundstart because of a subtle message doesn't just end the round for me, but it also negatively effects the round for the rest of the marine team AND the xeno team (less coordinated marines to fight against, steamrolls are fun for nobody.)

I've learned my lesson, and have been attempting to (in any way that I can but a command staff ban is rather devastating in terms of lost jobs) consider not only my satisfaction in rounds, but also the players under my command AND the other team to attempt to make the game experience fun for everybody.

I can't really think of anything else to say, but if you've got any concern I plan on watching this thread like a hawk and I'll be glad to clear up any concerns that you have about be being able to play command roles in the future.

[Feweh]

Lifted, dont be shit.