RainbowParty's Permaban Appeal Num 3 Final

[Boris]

Your Byond ID: RainbowParty

Character Name: Boris Vladifslov

Type Of Ban (Job-ban, Timed Ban, Permaban): Permaban

Admin who banned you (if known): Unknown

Total Ban Duration: Perma

Remaining Duration: Perma

What other servers do you play on? FTL13, F13, VGStation, Baystation, Goonstation, Yogstation, TGstation, SS:CM, Ruski CM, Toolbox Station, StarTrek 13, Some kind of SS13 Halo thing, Im sure there was another but i forgot its name.

Are you now or have you been banned on any servers? Which ones? Have been banned before on FTL13, Banned on VGStation, Have been banned on Goonstation, Banned on Baystation, Havent been banned from Ruski CM, Banned from Yogstation, Havent been banned from SS:CM, Havent been banned on F13, Banned on TGStation, Havent been banned on Toolbox Station, Havent been banned on Startrek 13, Havent been banned on the SS13 Halo thing, Banned on Forgotten its Name.

Reason for ban (If you have a Permaban, it should be the EXACT MESSAGE YOU GET WHEN YOU LOGIN with the Error code that looks like this: X##XXX##. If you do not provide this EXACTLY you can't be unbanned): R03SEP17 - Ban Evasion, rule breaking, general asshattery

Link to previous appeals for the same ban (if applicable): N1: viewtopic.php?f=87&t=14798&p=161545&hil ... ty#p161545
N2: viewtopic.php?f=87&t=15222&p=165923#p165923

Your appeal, including evidence (screenshots, etc): I've lost my word, I don't know what to write down anymore other than the fact i am sorry, The only reason I'm appealing is because i find Colonial Marines to be a great, fun server and even after quitting Space station 13 having that name ring through my head just causes me to come back here, where I've had great times, I'm appealing because even though my chance is a one in a fifty billion, Knowing there is still a slim chance just says i might aswell appeal, and if its denied than shucks, I'll be back to appeal for your forgiveness one day again, I've changed my ways from what i was before in the past months, I mean what is there to write really? I'll just repeat myself over and over even now I'm repeating myself as i write this, I don't know how i can prove to you that I've changed, I do not know how i can make my pleas of sorry actually mean something to you because in the end, I fucked up bad multiple times even after i was unbanned, even after you gave me another chance, I went and completely fucked it up days later, After you were kind enough to do so, I ruined it just like i have done multiple times before and then at the end of the road, I look back at what a mess i've made and regret what i did, The feelings of guilt and me trying to get forgiven for what i did being cast away because they believe the same thing will happen again, that I'll grab their kindness and step all over it,
when in fact i want to mend the damage I've done and come back not as an asshole but as a friendly player, I'm sorry for what i did.

[Skysoldier]

Notes:

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Was warned for using cleaner nade against xenos, however he was just handed the nade with little to no explanation of what it was by x on Sat, March 18th of 2017

Banned by x|Duration: 1440 minutes|Reason: Lubing the floors, random flashing fellow marines, throwing flashbangs. You're outta here shitler. by x on Sat, March 18th of 2017

Warned for Invalid Escalation, started stabbing other Marines because they were trying to flash them, which then led to Mutual Combat, after veiwing logs they attacked three seperate people however with no reported a-helps and the other stories I received, no further action taken. by x on Mon, June 5th of 2017

Warned for using netspeak in character. by x on Sun, June 18th of 2017

Banned by x|Duration: 180 minutes|Reason: Was constantly stripping people and when they fought back he buckshotted them in "self defence" by x on Tue, June 20th of 2017

Banned by x|Duration: 10080 minutes|Reason: killed numerous people in a round because someone aimed a tazer at him. complete shitler who doesn't care about the rules at all, always causing problems by x on Mon, July 3rd of 2017

Banned by x|Duration: 10080 minutes|Reason: Improper Escalation again - Started opening fire on burst because an MP aimed a tazer at them, again. Gave them a heavy warning to re-read the rules or they will be looking at a perma next time for repeated shitter behavior. by x on Tue, August 15th of 2017

Banned by x|Duration: 4320 minutes|Reason: Forced escalation, took marine law into his own hands and ended up killing two players. by x on Wed, August 23rd of 2017

Banned by x|Duration: 10080 minutes|Reason: In the nexus took part in a long-winded fist-fight after killing a colonist's dog for being pissed-off at the colonist. It escalated rapidly from fisticuffs to knives to smartgun, rifle and shotgun fire. Filing for a permanent ban request on advice of another staff-member. by x on Mon, August 28th of 2017

Ban Evasion on 17th Aug. 2017 by GoodGameNoRe, 25th Aug. 2017 by DiddlyDoodly. IP and CKey changes. by x on Mon, August 28th of 2017

[NescauComToddy]

As a witness to your behavior and your last appeals, I will say:

It's been about 3 months since your last appeal.

As was said in your inner appeal to this, you had a reputation for being a power gamer, as well as having several notes for the same reason, these being improper escalations that you have committed repeatedly, even though you have been warned several times about it. Besides that, to make your image even worse, you decided to evade your note history, which ended the leniency of the staff that had to deal with your repeated infractions.

Notice that such behavior that you carried out here is not exclusive to CM since you say that you were banned from several other servers with the exception of a few. How can you assure the staff that you have changed even though you have been banned from other servers?

Hell, you do not even remember the name of one of the servers on which you're banned.

I believe that you have changed since your first appeal, but the reputation that you gained by being banned by all these servers is certainly not good and does not convey much honesty.

[Boris]

In regards to your question, I don't know myself how i could do that considering everything horrible I've done, After all those things i did, to try and get them to trust me even slightly right here, I don't know what that would be, Whatever it is its beyond me, Thank you for believing in me but i don't think i can earn that trust back in this small post.

[Feweh]

Your last perma-ban appeal was denied.

What isnt clear about "permanently banned" that you keep making appeals?

Edit: Also just checked with Hostchat, you're basically perma banned from every major server.
To the point that as soon as I mentioned your account name they all said "That guy is pure shit".

I even think some servers who didnt have you banned went ahead and pre-banned you after everyone shared your notes.

[Emeraldblood]

These are the types of players that I don't miss on the server, ones who make it their mission to try to ruin the fun for as many people as possible. Given you're banned from like every other server, you've shown you don't care about getting better and as such, I have no desire to let you back onto our server.

[apophis775]

Denied.